weakflowers:

I miss you

weakflowers:

I miss you

Why can’t I be
One of those girls
Who sees your message -
I love you
Sent at 3am -
And be happy?
Why do I have to be
The kind of person
Whose stomach instantly sinks
At the thought
That one day -
You might not?

Why am I so afraid of tomorrow
When today is so damn perfect?


~ m.v., What it means to have trust issues.  (via findingwordsforthoughts)

I read a poem
the other day

about how
our liver
replaces itself
after 5 months,

our lungs
after 3 weeks

and our skin
after 27 days

I laughed
about how
absurd such
facts were

because it has been 7 months

and I can still feel
your presence in my body
your kisses on my hips
and your breath on my neck

and trust me
I tried to kill as many cells
as I could
after you left

to try to get you
the fuck out of
my veins

I poisoned my liver
nearly every day
with cheap alcohol

and smoked so many cigarettes
I heard my lungs begging me
to stop the other night

and I let too many boys

undress me
and touch my skin
with their dirty dirty hands

simply because
I hoped their presence
would force your ghost

to get
out of my bed
out of my life
and out of my mind

but still
I can hear the echoes
of your footsteps
as you are running
in my brain

and it is driving
me insane

because when I was 7 years old
my father took me fishing
and made me promise

I’d never let anyone
get under my skin

yet here I am
13 years later

destroying myself
to try to forget

how you destroyed me
after telling me for a year
how much you loved me

and I can’t help but imagine
how horrified my father
would be

to see his baby girl
killing herself slowly

but what he could not understand
is that if I drink too much
or smoke too much

it is only to stop your ghost
from growing and growing

like the cancer
that
took
him
away.


~ Exorcism flavoured whiskey, goldenkintsugi (via goldenkintsugi)

She lends her pen,
to thoughts of him,
that flow from it,
in her solitary.

For she is his poet,
And he is her poetry.


~ Lang LeavLove & Misadventure (via feellng)

(Source: d0it4theratchetz, via thiswillnotendwithsuicide)

huffingtonpost:

HERE’S JUST HOW MUCH IT PAYS TO BE CONVENTIONALLY ATTRACTIVE

We’ve come to expect impossible, even improbable standards of beauty to populate our magazines and our television shows. It’s another thing entirely to find they’ve invaded our workplace.

Watch Vox’s full video to see the many other ways these unrealistic beauty standards effect where we work.

(Source: vox.com, via thethroneoffire)

londonphile:

Full version

(via sherlock-has-got-the-blue-box)

breakfastburritoe:

when ur texting a boy and he wants to play the question game

image

(via quantum-sheep)

agonoszikred:


I HGAVE TOE SAVE TEhe priNCESS

agonoszikred:

I HGAVE TOE SAVE TEhe priNCESS

(Source: sharphoe, via clutz-of-a-fallen-angel)

hologhoul:

teenblainegel:


#im pretty sure that already exists#it’s called the tony awards

hologhoul:

teenblainegel:

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